...Away From the Sun again....

agh...

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 13:48:39 GMT

**Suck my snot**

I <3 Surveys!!

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 00:06:29 GMT

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GENERAL
1.) Name : Laura
2.) Screen Name : road2ebolerado
3.) Location : NJ, before i move to FLA
4.) Birthdate : 3.26.87
5.) School : Allentown, Blah
6.) Height : 5'6 1/2"
7.) Eye Color : hazel-ish
8.) Hair Color : pink
9.) In Your Free Time : sleep, LJ, phone, sleep, art, music, guitar, yadda yadda
FAVORITES
10.) Favorite Book : C.S. Lewis Series
11.) Favorite Gum : Ice Breakers
12.) Favorite Candy : Ferrero Rochers
13.) Favorite Car : Mitsubishi Spider Eclipse::Its hott
14.) Favorite TV Show : Dead Like Me
15.) Favorite Clothing to Wear to School: baggy jeans, t-shirts and Lucas' jacket..lol
16.) Favorite Color : green or black
17.) Favorite Computer Font : Tahoma
18.) Favorite Conversation Topic : music and sometimes, hott guys
19.) Favorite Flavor of Ice Cream : Ben n Jerry's Chunkey Monkey!!!
20.) Favorite Food : shrimp
21.) Favorite Guy's Name: Tristin, Dylan
22.) Favorite Girl's Name: Dallas, Antigone
23.) Favorite Holiday : Halloween
24.) Favorite Inside Joke : SEXY PRINTER!!
25.) Favorite Magazine : Acoustic
26.) Favorite Movie : Girl, Interrupted, Pearl Harbor, Corky Romano
27.) Favorite Music Group : Ecanescence, 3 Doors Down, Cold, Nickelback
28.) Favorite Piece of Clothing : either my black Tripp Pants, or the shirt lucas just gave me.. :)
29.) Favorite Piece of Jewelry : my gold/diamond cross and my rings
30.) Favorite Place to Eat : Taco Bell
31.) Favorite Quote #1 : "Never piss off a dragon, for you are crunchy and go well with ketchup."-?
32.) Favorite Quote #2 : "Absence makes the heart grow fonder."
33.) Favorite Season : fall
34.) Favorite Shampoo/Conditioner : VO5
35.) Favorite Smiley Face : <:oX
36.) Favorite Soda : Coke, Barq's(HAPPY KRIS!?!?)
37.) Favorite Song : "Here Without You" - 3DD
38.) Favorite Sport : hockey, soccer
39.) Favorite Store : Hot Topic
40.) Favorite Summer Activity : water
41.) Favorite Toothpaste : uhh, Colgate??
42.) Favorite Winter Activity : snowball fights!!
43.) Favorite Word : "scrumptious!"
44.) Favorite Vacation Spot : FLA
45.) Absolute Best Friends of Same Sex : Kris, Dom, Raina, and Jess
46.) Absolute Best Friends of Opposite Sex : John, Charles, VanHorn, Lucas(well, if you would consider him a friend)
47.) Absolute Best Quality in a Friend : sincerity, sense of humor
48.) Absolute Crush : Dale Earnhardt Jr.!!!
49.) Absolute Person Who Knows Almost Everything About You : Kris!!
BESTS
50.) Best Advice Ever Given to You : "Never knows Best" - cigarette saying on FLCL
51.) Biggest Fear : losing my friends and my love
52.) Dumbest Thing You've Done : stapled my finger just to see 'if it hurt.'
53.) Funniest or Most Desperate Thing You've Done to Get the Attention of the Opposite Sex : Flashed 'em.....(dont ask)
54.) Funniest Person You Know : everybody's funny... everybody
55.) Fondest Memory of You and Your Friends : Halloween!!
56.) Nastiest Person You Know : DOM!!
<b>57.) Silliest Thing You've Said : can't think of the funniest thing I said, but I can think of the funniest thing Kristen has ever said. "Is 'Apollo 13' a true story??"</b>
58.) Scariest Thing That's Ever Happened While With Friends : umm....idk
59.) Weirdest Food You Like : sushi!!
LASTS
60.) Last Book You Read By Choice : Cobra Event
61.) Last Food You Ate : pizza
62.) Last Movie You Saw : Three Muskateers
63.) Last Phone Number You Called : My mom...lol
64.) Last Show You Watched on TV : Charmed
65.) Last Time You Kissed Someone : 5 hours ago...
66.) Last Time You Showered : yesterday (taking one in about 5 minutes)
67.) Last Time You Thought About Someone You Love : .1 second ago
68.) Last Words You Heard : " I love you" -lucas
69.) Last Words You Said : " TURN THE THREE MUSKATEERS BACK ON!!"
THINGS
70.) Things You Like in the Opposite Sex : eyes, smile, humor
71.) Things You Hate About the Opposite Sex : tendencies to get p.w. - ed (pussy whipped)
72.) Thing You Want to Be Doing Right Now : laying in Lucas' arms
73.) Thing You Get Picked On Most About : my hair
74.) Thing You Most Regret : no comment... :)
75.) Thing You Say Way Too Much : yeap
76.) Thing You Want to Be Remembered For : FUCKING THE WHOLE SCHOOL!! HAHA!! nah, im kidding. Remembered for assasinating some dumb-fuck president
77.) One Thing You Wish You Could Tell the Whole World : Lucas, You mean the world to me. And to my friends, I could never ask for anyone better.. :)
78.) One Thing You Hope You Do Before You Die : well, get laid. Lol...i would like to visit Japan or something...
79.) Most Romantic Thing Someone Has Ever Done For You : a rose and monkey thing for v-day
OTHERS
80.) Do You Have a Boyfriend or a Girlfriend? : yessir
81.) Color Your Bedroom : umm..too many to name
82.) Color Socks You're Wearing : white
83.) Here's the Scenario --> You Curled Up With Someone Watching a Movie. Who is That Person? : Lucas,, <3
84.) If a Movie Was Made About Your Life, What Would It Be Named?: "The Life of a boring girl who has NO life!!"
85.) Link to Your Favorite Website : www.livejournal.com or mxtabs.net
86.) Number of Pairs of Shoes You Own : 3, my pink Roos, my Sketchers hiking sneaks, and my black combats!!
87.) One Place You Want to Go Before You Die : Italy, Japan, Romania!!
88.) Person You Admire the Most : my dad, my friends
89.) Person You Got This From : One of Andies LJ Friends
90.) Size of Your Bed : single
91.) Time and Date : 7:01 PM, 2/24/04
92.) What Did You Do or What Are Your Plans for Today? : talk, shower, talk some more
93.) What Do You Wanna Be When You Grow Up? : married and an artist or musician
94.) Where is the Computer? : living room?
95.) What Kind of Chewing Gum are You Most Likely to be Chewing When You're in Somewhere? : gum...as long as its gum, im happy |D
96.) Your Theme Songs : "Here Without You" "Away from the Sun"
97.) Are You Glad That This is Over? : not really, i like surveys :)

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!!

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 22:38:18 GMT

JUNIOR FUCKING WON!! YES YES YES YES!! WHOOWHOO!! UH HUH, GO JUNIOR, GO GO, GO JUNIOR!!

Though I would share that :)

****DALE EARNHART JR. -- Winner of the Datoyna 500, 2004!!!****

most honest i have ever been

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 03:31:56 GMT

i just got back from dropping Lucas off and then going to Wawa. I talked to kristen because she was feeling down and supposedly a select few of my friends think i am spending too much time with him and i 'dont care about my friends anymore.' first off, that is FAR from the truth. i do care about my friends. my friends are more important to me than lucas. my friends come first. if i didnt care about my friends, would i have called kris to see what she was upset about, even though lucas was here? when she called me back did i sit there and say 'sorry kris, cant talk right now, lucas is here."? no, i didnt. kris is the one that said 'i will tell you later because lucas is there," and i said "no, you will tell me now regardless if lucas is here or not. you are upset and i want to know why." i didnt blow her off because lucas was here. i mean yes, sometimes i am a little into him at school, but if you finally were happy in your life and you finally found someone who cared about you in that way, wouldnt you want to spend time with him? i love spending time with him because he shows me so much love that no one has ever showed me and it is great. im SORRY if i seem like i dont pay attention to anyone, but tell me, how many of you can tell me that you are in absolute love with someone and they actually love you back regarless of how much of a loser you are? im not braggin, but put yourself in my shoes and tell me you wouldnt feel the same way? Dom, you always run from love. you dont give anyone the chance. it seems you go out with the guys just to go 'i have a boyfriend.' john really cared for you and you barley gave him the chance. yes, he is acting like an asshole right now, but that doesnt pertain to the fact that you hurt him. Kris, you DESERVE someone. you deserve someone more than i deserve lucas. you have done so many great things for so many people and i think you deserve a guy as kind as lucas is towards me. you are just a great person in every way,but you know what they say, the longer it takes for you to get into a serious relationship, the longer that relationship will last. me and lucas may not even last considering my 'moving to FLA' deal. Raina, i dont even know what to say. You should be able to get any guy you want. You have the intelligence(sometimes), the writing ablity, the intellectuity(is that even a word?) ya know? i mean, you prolly will get into any college you want to get into. me,wow, i can draw, sing, play music, and write music. where the hell is THAT going to get me in life? a lot of people can do that and im nothing compared to some people out there. So yea, i told you people, if you want to hang out, call me and tell me. dont go 'well, i was goin to ask but i figured you were going to hang with lucas.' OK NOW, lets go throught that sentence AGAIN:

'well, i was goin to ask but i figured you were going to hang with lucas.'

Notice that bolded word? huh? FIGURED. see...FIGURED is another form of ASSUME. you think that i may hang out with him, but you dont even take the time to ask. if somebody would have asked me about the past 4 thursdays or so, i would have said yes, because i didnt know that lucas was coming over until the DAY BEFORE. So, i am going to do YOU PEOPLES part and go...'I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING THURSDAY SO I AM FREE TO BE CLAIMED AND CNA HANG OUT!!' THERE!? HAPPY?? If nobody asks me to do anything on Thursday by Tuesday night, then i am most likely hanging out with lucas. so i gave you people a heads up and did the hard part. In school, yes, i see lucas, he puts his arms around me. but im not all "oh you cute lil russian you, youre so sexy, i just want to eat you up" and feeling him up against the wall all the time. i pay attention, i know what goes on. i dont ignore you and feel lucas up all the time. IM NOT going to sit there and go 'oh im so sorry for loving lucas and not giving you people the time of day because i am SO caught up in my b/f." i DO talk to you people. and Dom, when was the last time that YOU called ME? huh? tell me that one? im always calling you. Reina DOES call me sometimes, Kris calls me, i mean, even JOHN calls me, but i cant think of one time that you called ME this year. Im NOT obssessed with lucas. i just love him with all of my heart and i am sorry for showing that to him every chance i get. in the morning, i talk to people, yes, i lay on lucas' shoulder and he has his arms around me, but i DO talk to you. i dont even SEE anyone else cept kris and reina for the rest of the day cept after 1st period. so, what should i do, huh? break up with lucas just so i can spend my quality time with my friends every chance i get? no, i am NOT going to do that. I love him and he loves me and nothing is going to tear us apart. If you ask for me to hang out, i will. just dont wait until the last minute to ask me because i most likely will have plans with lucas. ask me before that and everything will be fine but dont sit there and wait til the lat minute and then go "oh , well you never hang out with US anymore."

...and thats all i have to say about that.

..continuation...

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 17:24:59 GMT

yea..so like i was saying...well..although i am still depressed cause lucas is not here....im afraid he is hurt or something cause he PROMISED to be in school today. so, on the good side. Remember that whole situation where i am not friends with heidi anymoer because she thought i was jealous of her when i told her i saw jimmy cheating on her? well, she broke up with him. hmm..why did she do that? because she caught him cheating on her. YES!! NOW who was right!?!!? TELL ME PEOPLE!! WHO THE FUCK WAS RIGHT!?!?! DAMN SKIPPY I WAS!! I want to so go up to her and tell her right to her face that i was right and she was wrong and that i wont forgive her for being such a bitch and kicking me to the curb like that. so yeap. im right she is wrong and i love it!! THE END.

am i bipolar or what?

Mon, 09 Feb 2004 15:40:46 GMT

Ok, this morning started out sucky. For all of 1st period and 3/4 of 2nd period i was SOOO depressed because Lucas isnt in school today. Hmm....4 month anniversary and boyfriend not in school. i KNOW he didnt forget so i am worried off my ASS because only something REALLY serious would stop him from coming into school today. He didnt call me last night because he said he might not be able too considering he needed to go to Freehold with him mom. so yea...he didnt call me then he isnt in school today so i am worried cuz only something serious. so yea...ill finish later cuz im getting kicked outta the library for not having a pass...grr

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 00:18:42 GMT

today was ok. i went to school.i saw lucas. and i came home. my dad bought me 4 sets of guitar strings. That was my eventful day!! whoopwhoop!!

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 17:05:07 GMT

yay! im going out with lucas tonight....yippee!! well...technically, im not 100% sure if im going out yet, because his grandmother needed him to help somebody move or something....so he said he woould call me around 2-ish...if not, ill call him. I hope he can go out...cause for once...I can go out.....ya know? oh well..im out cause ive got to do some dishes...and then im gonna play some geetar...so yeap. byes

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 15:54:43 GMT

like my new background?? its Dale Jr's Car and it has the 3 Doors Down logo on it, and an airbrushed brad arnold. ::squees with tremedous enjoyment::

::cries eyes out::

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 02:37:02 GMT

I need to see a psychologist. I really do. I need professional help. I have to admit I am a cutter before it gets any worse. My dad decides to get pissed off at me and my sibs b/c he couldnt find the plunger. So I was in my room. Dom and Kris are going to kill me. I PROMISED them i wouldnt cut anymore. I couldn't help it. I sliced and diced my arm. Remember how lucas' arm looked...multiply that about 5 times...its pretty bad. i need help.

school blows cock

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 03:03:23 GMT

I hate my fucking math class. I HAVE A 58!! FUCK CRAWBUCK!! I got a 42 on a project i WORKED MY ASS OFF ON!!! I GOT A 52 on my test..!! SHOOT ME NOW!!!! it blows, im going to bed....